3 years ago today.

This was the only picture I have of my mom with all my children. Less than a year after this picture she was gone. Mom I miss you and wish you were here to see all your grandchildren growing up.

Happy Birthday Nick!

Today you turn 4. You are meant to be something big in this world and since you been in my belly you have been fighting to prove it. I love you my big boy. Happy Birthday! I will load a picture after my laptop is fixed.

Death of my computer

My laptop has decided to take its last breath yesterday. After 4 hours on the phone with tech support it is still under warranty they are going to fix it. That means I will be without a computer for at least 3 weeks. I will not be on much but I hope to be able to get on with my husband computer.

Happy Birthday!

My baby John is 3 today. My last baby I will ever have is 3. Where has the time gone? It feels like yesterday that we brought our little baby home. Happy birthday my little man. We love you!

Please pray for these families.

I have been following these families for a while. I can not imagine the pain they are going through right now.

Jessica
Samantha

Pregnancy and Infant Loss and Remembrance Day.

I have been blessed with 4 biological children and a stepson. My 2 youngest were anything but typical pregnancy and I am lucky for them to be here. Today is the day I get to remember my babies that are gone. I have miscarried 3 times and each time was devastating. My first was May of 2005. At 10 weeks we saw a heartbeat but when we went back at 12 weeks the baby had stopped growing. My second one was March 1998 this was a surprise baby. I was 13 weeks and his heart stop beating. My third one was the hardest. I went in for blood test every other day to make sure everything was good. They notice that my levels were extremely high and suspected twins. I have never been so sick in my life with morning sickness. I went in for my ultrasound and all they saw was a empty sac. They wanted to do a d and c but I refused. My blood levels kept going up and I was sure that my next ultrasound would show us a baby. After three weeks of out of control hcg levels and only slight growth in the ultrasounds I decided to get the d and c. I had a partial molar pregnancy. It took 6 months for my blood levels to go down and they went in with a second d and c because they thought some could of been left. After that experience I was scared to try again.

I was tagged

I was tagged by Grammiemommy and now it's time for me to reveal 8 random things about myself.

1. I had my oldest child when I was 16.
2. I am from Wisconsin, moved to Georgia in 2000.
3. I met my husband while investigating the paranormal.
4. I lost both my parents too early Dad at 48 years and Mom at 55 years.
5. I talk to my brother at least once a day even though he is stationed in Bahrain.
6. I can make some mean chicken enchiladas. They are there own food group.
7. I want to be a hospice nurse when I grow up. Starting school in Jan 2010.
8. I have been blessed by both my parents with there stubbornness.

I am tagging

Angel

Deb

Jennifer

Jill